Did You Take Your ‘Crazy’ Meds?

Did You Take Your ‘Crazy’ Meds?

Medication and the mentally ill
Did You Take Your ‘Crazy’ Meds Today?

Unfortunately, I’ve heard this question more times than I can count and every time makes me angrier than the last. But, in all honesty, usually, when I am asked this questions I haven’t taken my bipolar medication in a couple days or more. Is it a coincidence that I’m being asked this? Could they sense a change that I wasn’t aware of? Maybe. Either way, the use of the word, ‘crazy’, troubled me.

There have been times when I have been outraged after being asked this question. Replying back, “I’m not crazy!” while really thinking, am I? I have ofter thoughts to myself If I stopped taking my medication, then I could prove that there wasn’t anything actually wrong with me. Right? This has been one of the many thoughts I’ve had about stopping my medication. Now, however, I feel fortunate. Over the thirteen years of living with bipolar disorder, I have learned some reasons why myself and others are tempted to stop taking our medications. Because I understand this, I am able to negotiate with myself why they are important. I have come to realize that not everyone is that lucky.

Unfortunately, going off of medication seems to be rather common in the psychiatric world. Each reason to stop taking medication is different, to some degree, from person to person.
Through my experience, time in support groups and therapy I have come up with four of the most common reasons that people with mental illness stop taking their medication as prescribed.

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4 Reasons People with a Mental Illness Stop Taking Medication:

1. We feel like we don’t need it anymore.
There have been many support groups that I have attended, someone suddenly stopped coming. We were told by our group therapist that he or she didn’t think that they needed therapy anymore because they were feeling better.

The issue with this is that medication works as a temporary fix to stabilize a large internal wound. Because there is no cure for the chemical imbalance of a mental illness all that can be done is to stabilize it.
Usually, it’s not the medication that is making them feel good, but we are over the hump of feeling ‘bad.’ When in actuality we are feeling better because of our medication and other factors like increased therapy and support system.

Why would you take medication anymore when you think you are cured? This is a question I used to hear other people in my support groups say frequently. The answer was always the same, “You feel ‘normal’ because the medication is working.” Then the therapist would follow up with the, “If you think that there is a need for medication or dosage change you should take to your psychiatrist.” While these answers didn’t always feel sincere or empathetic. Now after many years of struggle, I know they are accurate.

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2. We can no longer afford medication.

The cost of medication is expensive in itself, and heavens forbid if you aren’t lucky enough to have insuranceInsurance can be expensive especial if you have a pre-diagnosed condition of a mental illness. Even government support can be unobtainable.

Before I was married and had health insurance, there was a point in time that I was paying over $250 for my medication monthly. This understandably stretched my funds almost to their breaking point. Unfortunately, there are mental illnesses don’t allow you to work, and therefore steady income and insurance are hard to come by.

3. We forget to take their medication.

Some illnesses, Alzheimer’s & Dementia, ADHA, Bipolar Disorder, to name a few, all have issues with memory. I have an issue with taking my medication regularly (find out what helped me). There can be all the want to take your medication in the world but when your illness takes over it’s hard to get back on track. There are a few lucky ones that are able to have the assistance of others to be reminded to take their medication. Unfortunately, those people who don’t have that option will likely continue to struggle.

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4. Shame

The stigma around mental illness sometimes forces shame on us needed it. We may stop taking our medications due to the pure shame of someone finding out. Being branded as different or weak. Even with the slightest chance of being ‘caught’ will detour people in need of medication.

There are many times in my life that I’ve ever heard some for of “They are crazy.” These are usually people that are ignorant to all of those that do have a mental illness and feel like we have to hide because we don’t want to be classified as crazy either. All we can do is educate people. That mental illness is a chemical imbalance in our bodies, and this is how we can maintain a healthy balance. Where these are the main reasons for changes in medications, each reason is very personal.

Together we can stop the stigma of mental illness.

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This Post Has 62 Comments

  1. Jewel Eliese

    Lovely article. It’s true. I do wish we could somehow stop the shame of mental illness. Besides not taking meds there are people who will never get treated because of shame, or friends and family who don’t know how to help someone and fear it.

    Thank you for sharing your insights.

    1. Again, another very true statement! The illness is bad enough without the shame. xo, Andrea

  2. Hayley

    Interesting post, I wasn’t aware of all of this so its good to learn!

  3. Ivonne

    Kudos to you for taking on a subject that most steer away from! Mental illness is an illness no different than heart disease, cancer etc and should not come with a stigma but it does unfortunately and will be until more people like you are brave enough to talk about and help people understand!!

    1. I agree 100% Unfortunately, a lot of people don’t see it this way. But I continue to push on to impact those that I can. xo, Andrea

  4. Kim

    STOP THE STIGMA!!! I love this. We can talk about so much in this world, overshare, way over post but we are still afraid to talk about what a huge amount of people live with, mental illness. If we don’t talk about it and support one another, we hand yet another generation our fears and well, all that goes with them. You’ve acknowledged some great, real and true reasons people stop taking medications here. I look forward to you continuing to share more.

    1. Thank you for your thoughtful reply! When I was originally diagnosed I felt like I had little places to go for support, which made me feel ever worse! Finally, after long struggles I have come to terms with my bipolar disorder enough to share what I have learned from the ‘inside’. And the silly thing is that it affects 1 in 4 of us but there are few that want to talk about it. How does that make sense? Thank you so much for your support! xo, Andrea

  5. candy

    We have witnessed this with a family member time after time.

    1. Unfortunately, this is common. The key is to provide support and resources to those that struggle. xo, Andrea

  6. Taylor Mobley

    Nobody should feel shamed for getting help. Good job in breaking that stigma.

  7. andrea

    You’re an inspiration and so incredibly strong for sharing your journey.

    1. I absolutely appreciate it! I was so scared at first… but I have most for most people to be extremely supportive! xo, Andrea

  8. Shelby Bromley

    Thank you for helping normalize mental illness!

  9. Sylvia

    My friend is suffering from bio polar disorder and unfortunately she cannot see when she is having an episode, she can only see when she is very low or very high but never in between and this is when she’s the worst to handle.

    1. This is one of the hardest things. It is hard to come to terms with having a mental illness. The key is giving her support and as many tools and resources you can find. Unfortunately, in this case, the rest of it is up to her. xo, Andrea

  10. Aish

    It takes courage to tell your stories. Kudos

  11. Janine Good

    What a great piece. Unless you live with mental illness, it is tough for those who don’t to understand the annoying stigma attached.

    1. SO TRUE! and I understand, it’s the people that are unwilling to learn that break my heart. xo, Andrea

  12. Idriss

    Thank you for sharing this. I can totally relate to the article. This is helpful I’m gonna share it ! Cheers

    1. Thank you so much! I’m happy you found it helpful and thankful you are helping me spread the word! xo, Andrea

  13. BD

    Lol So I’m not the only one who says “crazy meds?” Lol Humor is indeed my favorite coping mechanism. This stigmata against mental illness is ridiculous! Thank you so much for your blog and for speaking out! 🙂

  14. Amanda

    Thank you for sharing your personal story. I know it will help people understand this problem. Your 4 answers were very insightful.

    1. Well, thank you! There really are so many other reasons, too, but these are the most common that I have found in my thirteen years! xo, Andrea

  15. Jill Wiley

    Such an interesting read. Thank you for taking the time to share. I can imagine how the use of “crazy” would be painful. Hugs.

    1. Thank you, Jill. The ‘crazy’ can be very hard. I appreciate the silliness you see in it. xo, Andrea

  16. Brooke

    This is such an important topic, and you wrote so well on it. Thank you for helping stop the stigma!

  17. Ronda Bowen

    No one should be in a position where he or she is called “brave” for sharing a battle with mental illnesses. If you need meds and they work for you, then yay! 😀 My anxiety gets out of control, and unfortunately, I’ve had bad reactions to every single med I’ve tried. 🙁 So…I’ve had to learn other ways of dealing with it…but I long for being able to just take a pill and have the anxiety actually subside.

    1. This must be so frustrating but I am so happy you have found other alternatives! And you are right… Mental Illness isn’t something that is so ‘bad’ to talk about that when you do you are called brave. But I do appreciate the support! 🙂 xo, Andrea

  18. Thank you for sharing your story. Mental illness is so common, it will be great to see the stigma decrease as more people come forward with their stories!

    1. I appreciate the support! As long as we keep sharing we are moving in the right direction! xo, Andrea

  19. Nellwyn

    Thanks for sharing your story. It’s so important to have more open dialogues like this around mental health.

  20. Ty

    Great article. Thank you for sharing. I wish the stigmas to mental illness did not exist.

  21. Maaya Legaspi

    Very brave to write about such topic. Mental illness though should be taken seriously just like any other illnesses. Although these are insightful because we would know the take of the person, it is still best to always follow what your doctor said and is prescribing. After all, it is for your mental health. 🙂

  22. Emilee W.

    Great article. Speaking up breaks the stigma! Thanks for sharing.

  23. Eugenia

    Your story touched me a lot! Thanks for raising awareness of such an important issue like mental illness and how to deal with it. I wish you all the best and hugs to you! Always stay strong and positive! 🙂

    1. I’m so happy that this touched you it means a lot to me to know that because that is what I am trying to do. Touch as many people as possible. Thank you! xo, Andrea

  24. Shane

    So happy to have stumbled across your inspirational corner of the webs. I can unfortunately relate far too well to this. We are not alone!

    1. Hi, Shane! Yes, I am happy we are not alone… that there are others out their like you and I. Hopefully together we can better educate others on how best to handle sensitive subjects like this one. xo, Andrea

  25. Casey

    My father was bi-polar, so I understand the importance of the meds. I think a lot more people are aware and understand the need.

  26. Kaitlyn

    Loved the post! I have definitely forgotten to take my meds before.

    Check out my mental health blog at perplexingpurple.com

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